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A NEW LEVEL OF HONESTY

7/15/2019

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​“I’m just not willing…Please help!”  

Oddly enough, that has become one of my favorite prayers.  What are the things I need that prayer for in my program?

Should I give up bread?  Maybe my portions at dinner should be smaller, (but it takes that much to satisfy me, and I just don’t want to eat less). 

I struggle, I wrestle with the thoughts.  In complete honesty I say to my Higher Power, God, “Please help me in my unwillingness. I don’t think I’m willing to go deeper with trusting you.”

So I pray.  I spend time with God and keep being honest about how I’m feeling.

Suddenly, the thought crosses my mind, “Maybe I should try measuring a few things.” Nothing drastic, my oatmeal for breakfast, my serving of peanut butter, my salad dressing.  A new level of honesty, a new, different feeling of peace around food, and all of a sudden, I’m not eating as much bread and it’s completely OK with me. Getting honest with my food helps me get honest in other areas of my life as I watch in amazement as God does for me what I could never do myself.

I like this new level of honesty with God.  I don’t have to be afraid to express how I feel.  I don’t think God is surprised by it.  So, I discard the old thinking that I’m doing something wrong when I express the thoughts of unwillingness dancing in my head.

I grab hold of the principle of honesty, and I do the next right thing.

Nadine - Region 1

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2 Comments
Cindy
7/18/2019 08:05:15 am

Thank you for the experience, strength and hope, Nadine! It helps to know I’m not alone with food challenges and getting honest with my HP.

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Erin F link
8/12/2019 08:18:48 am

Nadine: I love this - “please help me God. I’m not willing” I never thought to say I’m NOT willing and ask for help. I mean, what’s HP there for them if not to help me recover in ALL the ways. I always think it’s black and white. I can ask for willingness even when I don’t want it or have it.
Then with God’s Grace I get the ability. Thanks got this simple concept. 🙏🏾❣️

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